Sunday, December 23, 2007

my priceless blessings

haha. yes..i know i said i was done with this year's posts.

but just felt like sharing this. hehe. God has truly blessed me with family and friends that always have my back in no matter what i do and what decisions i make and just figured that these people (you know who you are) fully deserve my thank you. i know a word of thank you isn't comparable to the amount of support you guys gave, be it directly or indirectly, but trust me they mean a lot to me. through thick and thin you have been there :) and know that i love each and every one of you.

so, THANK YOU all !! you'll always have special places in my heart :)

ok ok this is really gonna be the final post. hehe. anyhow, once again...Merry Christmas ! best wishes year 2008.

Saturday, December 22, 2007

this has to end soon

this week has generally been kinda good. not great but ok. at least better than last week.

there's been a lot going through my mind and i'm starting to feel tired. tired of all the qualms mostly that i wish i had the answers to. i want to move ahead. i really do. but it's really not as easy as it looks you know. things that i dont want to think of somehow just keep flashing in my mind constantly, making it really tiring for me as i try so hard to ignore them.

Lord, i know you're there. Give me rest.
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." Matthew 11:28

as cliche as it sounds, the year indeed past fast with much to look back. there were good times that would stay as memories and of course there were also bad times that would stay as history. but God has been faithful.

this would be my last post for the year. so here's wishing everyone a Blessed Christmas and Happy New Year !! :)

Thursday, December 20, 2007

in the midst of recovery

we planned to go to melaka today for a day trip. was supposed to be an eating trip. hehe. mum didn't want to drive so wake up at six, take a bus down to puduraya to buy bus ticket to melaka was the actual plan. but somehow luck wasn't on our side, ivory locked the car keys in the car when mum and i went down to get something, so we had to take a cab back home to get the spare keys :p and by the time we got back to our car it was already ten.

to cut the long story short, we ended up at sungei wang and times square instead. hehe. it wasn't too bad. the only thing was KL was practically ruled by foreigners especially at central market and petaling street. there was like a sea of them. buses were all packed with them. and was chaotic at sungei wang and times square...left, right, up, down...humans everywhere.

all that aside...i managed to get myself a t-shirt and a pair of pumps! mission accomplised. hehe. wanted to buy anothe pair of shoes but mum wouldn't allow. she was like "you're not even working why do you need so many pairs of shoes?" -_- an interesting but tiring day indeed.

my feet needs rest.

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

make me smile

aunt and mum decided to take grandparents for buffet. it was aunt's treat :)
it's been a while since i indulged in food. hehe. it was good not to mention the extra pounds i care anyway. lol. oh and i realised i'm not really a meat person. couldn't even finish a piece of chicken, how pathetic.

and cant wait to go shopping. i want a new pair of shoes! :p but i think i have to go on my own since mum would most probably not fancy the idea of having to tail me shop after shop, cousins going out of town, ivan would rather guard the church and i would rather not torture my friends so solo-shopping it is though mum would disagree. oh well...we'll see. but anyhow i want a new pair of shoes by end of the year :p

oopps almost forgot...gotta write Christmas cards. have to post tomorrow. dont want them to be belated christmas cards. lol

arios XD

the reason for the season

I'll Stand by You - Carrie Underwood

Oh, why you look so sad? Tears are in your eyes
Come on and talk to me now.
Don't be ashamed to cry, let me see you through
Cause I've seen the dark side too.
When the night falls on you, you don't know what to do,
Nothing you confess can make me love you less
I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you,
I won't let nobody hurt you,I'll stand by you.

So, if you're mad get mad, don't hold it all inside,
Come on and talk to me now.And hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry tooWell I'm alot like you.
When you're standing at the crossroads, don't know which path to choose,
Let me come along, cause even if your wrongI'll stand by you,
I'll stand by you, I won't let nobody hurt you,I'll stand by you.

Take me in into your darkest hour, and I'll never desert you.
I'll stand by you.
And when, when the night falls on you baby,
You're feeling all alone,You won't be on your own, I'll stand by you.
I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you.
I'll stand by you
Take me in into your darkest hour and I'll never desert youI'll stand by you.
I'll stand by you. I'll stand by you. I'll stand by you.

Jesus stands by me. Sees me through the good and the bad.

What more can i ask?

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

the end of this chapter

why do people run from problems instead of trying to work things out? if all our lives we keep running away from are we then going to succeed in life? at least trying would still give some hope. but refusing to try just tears things down all together. no hope. no solution.

some things happen just make me doubt that people learn from their mistakes in the past. i thought the classic advice is "Learn from your mistakes."? but how come people dont learn instead repeat them and hurt even more people along the way? i thought experiences make us grow and mature? i thought they could help us in handling things better, treat people better, make wise and not selfish decisions and to basically look at life in a more mature perspective? for some people, i guess not. sadly.

saying alone is not enough. words alone bring no meaning unless they're supported with actions. when words contradict with actions, thats when hearts are broken. trusts are betrayed. hopes are crushed. dreams are shattered.

some people just disappoint me to the max. over and over again.